Soup for Soul..

It was quite sometimes. I have alot of story to tell. I need to filter some so that it suitable to read by all..

Year 2010 will ends very soon. Just left about a month to go before 2011. This year 2010, i guess not a good year for me.. I think it is the worst in my life. But i've learned so much thing throughout the year. I've been put into so much test, temptations & suffering. Beside all, i don't regret because God had put afforts on me.. and never give up on me. I might lost my mind, triggered my hope, out reached of faith.. It was a great lesson. And I thank God for all.

Standing alone.. I never hope for a hand.. Yes, i moved on with hope and faith. I don't care what other people would say about me.. Sometimes, i thought i was right but i never admitted i'm doing alrite all the time. I m a human beings and still i made mistakes. Oh well, who says i'm not afraid. Everyone will if they are in my shoe. But I ALWAYS REMEMBER, I'M NOT STANDING ALONE.

Trust.. I always wish that i could trust again. Sometimes, being hypocrite is safe. But, what if the lies keep you far away.. Its like you go to the beach playing on the shore. You will see the blue ocean ahead & without realised that you follow the sun and till the mid of the ocean you are drowned.. Will be there someone to save you?.. Or you save yourself out.. THEN, KEEP YOUR FAITH.. YOU WILL BE SAVED..

Growing up.. As years passed by, i've gone through lots of memories. Good to remember and Bad to remind.. Keywords, grow up with mind. Never think that you'll be the same all the time. Change mindset if you think it doesn't work on you. GROW UP!!..

Strength.. I never thought I was strong to shoulder many things. I keep pray to God, i'm in good health to take care of myself & my kids. Yes, day by day.. It makes me stronger than ever. But remember, never think than a strong rock will not crack at a time. BE WARE OF THE DARKNESS..