Making The Most of Every Opportunity

As a human beings, we are always being tempted by so many temptations such as lust, money, .. sometimes we forgot that we are beyond our act and we didn't realise that we hurt someone that we loved so much. There's so many opportunity given to us and yet we don't take that opportunity to restore what we've lost.

I take this opportunity to my very most important thing, MY LIFE. This moment, my feelings are crushed so badly and i couldn't regain my trust. I thought i can just forgive and forget everything but i couldn't accept the facts that he had betrayed my trust on him. For so many years, I have tried my best to keep inside me. Then I realised that the more I keep my feelings, i become a hatred person. And i don't want to do that. I don't want to be hypocrite for the rest of my life.

I am giving this chance to help him to be a better person in his life. The only things that I can't share my life with him anymore. I had been patient for many years and I kept thinking that the mistakes come from me myself. I am too softkind hearted person but I can't be one for the rest of my life. Maybe this is the best way to improve both of us. I hope that he'll get what he wants in his future life. And i always pray to God that we both can have a better future in life generally.

As a person taught me before, I will always be myself. Because when I did, i found so much precious things in me. I will make the most of every opportunity to be the best of me.

"Bloom where you are planted, be the best you can be at your present assignment & stay there until God calls you elswhere" 1 Timothy 1:12

To all, I am very sorry to rush into this mess. I maybe a self-fish person but I am just a human beings. I have a feelings that need to be care. So, all the best to you. Thank you for being my friend all this while and I will always a friend when you need one. Just a FRIEND.