Wednesday, November 24, 2010

A Peace in My heart

** What a priceless commodity is the peace that results from judging rightly the influences that invade our lives**

Sometimes, things are beyond our right or ability to control. I my self, used to weep down.. and wish an Angel to carry me up.. Fly through the clouds.. and see the world from above.. What an imagination.. But, what i can't take back.. i have to let go.. Keep a hope that a light to come..

Psalm 119:105 Your word is a lamp to guide me and a light for my path..

Exactly.. keep on believing in Lord father and Lord Jesus Christ..

Psalm 119:107 My sufferings, Lord are terrible indeed. Keep me alive as you have promised.

I indeed believe in Lord God Father, the Son and Holy spirit.. A suffered mind.. only can be heal by trust in God. I want to have a peace in mind.. Whatever things happen, it is for a reason.. The reason that we might don't understand.. but trusting to God's plan.. we actually hunting for our needs.. NOT what we want..

John 14:17 He is the spirit, who reveals the truth about God. The world cannot received him because it cannot see him or know him. But you know him because he remains with you & is in you

There's a terrible things happen to me.. eversince that day, i put my trust & whole life to trust God. I pray hard for my best achievement in life.. I know, people around me .. friends .. always misjudging what I'm doing. I'm doing my part to live peace..

Romans 12:18 Do everything possible on your part to live peace with everybody..

That is not easy. Sometimes, people do think differently on your acts..

1 John 3:7 Let no one deceive you, my children! Whoever does what is right is righteous, Just as Christ is righteous..

Oh well.. sometimes i admit. I did make mistakes.. But, what i do.. i always ask permission from God to guide me..

1 John 3:8 Whoever continues to sin belongs to the devil, because devil has sinned from the very beginning. The son of God appeared for this very reason, to destroy what devil has done..

Have peace in mind and God bless you all for reading..

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Soup for Soul..

It was quite sometimes. I have alot of story to tell. I need to filter some so that it suitable to read by all..

Year 2010 will ends very soon. Just left about a month to go before 2011. This year 2010, i guess not a good year for me.. I think it is the worst in my life. But i've learned so much thing throughout the year. I've been put into so much test, temptations & suffering. Beside all, i don't regret because God had put afforts on me.. and never give up on me. I might lost my mind, triggered my hope, out reached of faith.. It was a great lesson. And I thank God for all.

Standing alone.. I never hope for a hand.. Yes, i moved on with hope and faith. I don't care what other people would say about me.. Sometimes, i thought i was right but i never admitted i'm doing alrite all the time. I m a human beings and still i made mistakes. Oh well, who says i'm not afraid. Everyone will if they are in my shoe. But I ALWAYS REMEMBER, I'M NOT STANDING ALONE.

Trust.. I always wish that i could trust again. Sometimes, being hypocrite is safe. But, what if the lies keep you far away.. Its like you go to the beach playing on the shore. You will see the blue ocean ahead & without realised that you follow the sun and till the mid of the ocean you are drowned.. Will be there someone to save you?.. Or you save yourself out.. THEN, KEEP YOUR FAITH.. YOU WILL BE SAVED..

Growing up.. As years passed by, i've gone through lots of memories. Good to remember and Bad to remind.. Keywords, grow up with mind. Never think that you'll be the same all the time. Change mindset if you think it doesn't work on you. GROW UP!!..

Strength.. I never thought I was strong to shoulder many things. I keep pray to God, i'm in good health to take care of myself & my kids. Yes, day by day.. It makes me stronger than ever. But remember, never think than a strong rock will not crack at a time. BE WARE OF THE DARKNESS..

Monday, July 12, 2010

Finding Yourself Loved..

It was quite a while since my last blog. I just don't know how to start a new. It seems so blurred, my mind was blank but there is something I want to voice out.

I've been writing. I can't stop writing. I don't talk much but i expressed my feelings through writing I feel released out. All inside me.. That is what i've told a fren.. We just write to each other & never meet in reality nor even a voice to hear. But the feelings that we had towards each others were strong. We build up a friendship.. through our deep inflection. We both having deep scars in our life. The stories that we shared, almost the same. It is not easy to build back the love that we lost by infidelity. The scars are too deep to recover.

I've not fully recovered from my misery. Not the matter of love, but its because of the trust. I just couldn't understand why. I keep on asking my self and i couldn't get the exact answer. The only thing in my mind is, this is my fate. Can i just rely on destiny?.. Yes, i 've tried and tried to forget everything. To start a new life doesn't easy at all. Life is not fair.

God is not unfair. He will not forget the work you did or the love you showed for him in the help you gave and are still giving to others.. Only God and me know what I've done. If I had sinned, i ask forgiveness from God. I also want to apologise to anyone for all my mistakes and i had forgiven those who make the same to me.

For some consequences, we just can't accept the facts that we are hurt so much. No matter how much afford we strive, it just doesn't work anyway. The only way, we make our move to different direction and we have to find ourselves. That is what i am doing. Finding myself loved. No matter how love it will takes, I will keep on striving on my own searching for myself loved.

To all, find ourself loved and from there we move on..